trustThere are so many things I'd like to tell you, so many things I haven't had the voice to say. But there is something in your eyes that make the words die on my lips every time I try to speak. I don't want to be this way, I wish I could trust you with everything I am.
But how can I, when I'm so scared about what you think? I'm so scared about what you'd say, if you ever knew the truth. I can't lose you, but I have the feeling I would lose something.
And I've already lost so much. I can't do it.
But, dammit, I want to.